Wanting

To be clean stay clean and just pretty. I am all sweaty and the work wears out my clithes feet socks

Dance so tiring

Having crazy thoughts seeing flashes of imagery mirages people in the corner if my eye......this with no drugs.....jyst bleary eyed fatigue. But getting there.....

Margaret Atwood excerpt "Robber Bride"

She wrote that ....apparently silicone does not melt when one is cremated. I saw something similar on Law and Order once.....that that was what was at the bottom if the urn that contained the alleged dead female antagonist Zenia. "Melted tits." Made me think of.......cryptic thought......someone.....I had suffered partly at this person's doing (I said partly).....who'd allegedly had this done.....uh.